It really sucks, when you choose to stay somewhere, for someone else.
Then, it doesn’t work out, and you have commitments, that make it nearly impossible for you to go anywhere else.
Then of course, your whole life was built around that relationship.
People you know, places you went.
The people you met, they disappear, because they weren’t your friends to begin with.
Places you went, now are just a constant reminder, that you’ll never go there with them, again.
Then, there’s your commitments, and responsibilities, that make so you have to be involved in that persons life, and be another constant reminder, that you’re no longer a part, of that persons life…
that all I ever did, was love you with all my heart.
I gave you everything, I ever promised.
you prefer people that treat you like shit, because I just can’t do that.
that I wasn’t good enough, to fight for.
Sorry, that you were the love of my life.
that I thought it was forever, and I didn’t know that all the last times, would be the last times.
that I can’t be just your friend.
that I can’t turn it off.
that I’m not who you thought I was going to be.
that I think you’re perfect, especially your faults.
that I can’t bring myself to talk to you, anymore.
that it still crushes me, to be around you.
that I’ll always love you.
Feeling conflicted and guilty.
Still have deep feelings of love, for my ex.
Even though it’ll never happen again, even if she wanted it to.
I’m past that point.
The reason I’m conflicted, is that those feelings, are interfering and causing inner turmoil, with my feelings for my current girlfriend.
It’s making me feel like I’m cheating on my ex, and my current girlfriend.
Like, I can’t completely let go of the past, or completely commit to the present…
Anyone else understand what I mean?
Love is a mother fucker…
I can’t believe it has been 9 months; the knife has been pulled out of my chest and replaced with a dandelion. The blood is still dripping but atleast I can’t remember your voice.
“But I was going into Tosche Station to pick up some power converters!”
"I get ribbed for that line because it was so whiny. And I remember at the time, I had to make it as juvenile as possible so that I can show how Luke matures later. So it should be embarrassing. It should be whiny and childish. But boy, has it come back to haunt me. I don’t think I ever got the chance to finally pick them up." - Mark Hamill
#i’ve argued that since forever, #'nah my favourite character is lu-', #'BUT POWER CONVERTERS', #YES, #THAT’S PART OF WHY I LIKE HIM, #THAT WHINY LITTLE KID MARCHES INTO A CRIME LORD’S PALACE AND WRECKS EVERYTHING, #AND SAVES HIS FATHER’S SOUL, #WHAT HAVE YOU DONE LATELY (via anghraine)
What’s funny about this is that in Star Trek he’s quoting Sherlock Holmes, but in Sherlock he’s quoting Spock.
Although the original quote was from Sherlock Holmes. It was used in TOS and then in Star Trek (2009) as a reference to SH. Then in Sherlock 2x02, Sherlock says it and John calls him ‘Spock’ as though it’s a reference to Star Trek and Wibbly Wobbly Inception of the quote, yo.
Canonically Spock is a descendant of Sherlock Holmes.
Wait, really? ^^^^
Yep. Star Trek 6 Spock says “An ancestor of mine once said ‘If you eliminate the impossible, whatever remains however improbable must be the truth.”
This part time parent shit, is starting to piss me off.
I didn’t want to have children, so that I could only see them, sometimes.
Never have time to see them, because I have to work to support them.
Not that I don’t want to support them, but I want to be more than just a “weekend” parent.
Then, I have to miss out on time with them, because she feels like she needs a vacation, and I can’t take off work, to have the baby while she’s gone
So, the baby’s going with her…
This is what I was worried about happening, when she asked me for a family.
This is what she promised, wouldn’t happen.
These are the pieces of my life.
And I’ve no control over them.
Either way, I lose, everytime…